ho hum

I'm sitting here watching "the exorcism of emily rose." i feel like her sometimes when i get into my drinking moods. need to be exorcised, i'm not sure if that's the right word but ever since i came back i've been devilish, heehee! I don't have the same tolerance. i get pretty drunk with 2 drinks and i stop to think if my head is still connected to my body. i can't tell sometimes. just having fun i guess. trying to find my 'community.' i've always been a spontaneous type and lately i haven't been disappointed. i feel good and i like the fact that i have no expectations from anyone. i don't have to care or give two shits about what people think.